YAY it's the 31st. (:

New Year resolutionS?

1. Lose weight
2. Lose weight
3. Lose weight

I 'm thankful enough if I get to shed at least 3kgs :(

I know, girls and their weights *rolls eyes*

Ahh.. But I'm not really looking forward to next year...

I'm looking forward to FIREWORKS!! Hehe

Okay goodnight, hope you guys enjoy! (:

Finally went to shred those fats at the gym with N. Haven't seen her in a longggg time and it felt pretty good to have her around. That craziness she has will never go away.
We talked, and talked. Not those deep conversations people have over a cup of cappuccino, but just a light, simple conversation in a bus lol.
But somehow, she made me understand the things I've known for so long.
The things people tell me, the things I've heard; she made me understand them.
We realised that the people close to us aren't the ones most frank to us, yet, we believe because we trust.

Time passed by along with change.
It is expected, yet, when it happens, we are overcome with shock.
I don't know why I was shocked myself when I actually saw it coming.
DAMN YOU SLOW BRAIN.

But hey! on a lighter note, I've lost a few kilos!
clapclap
Thank you, coach N lol
I look forward to our next workout day~!

I SOOOOO don't like this one particular girl.
Tagging at my tagboard "Aku benci kau"



NUR HIDAYAH BTE IBRAHIM you are BANNED from my blog!


BOO SAMA DIA!!
BOO!

BOO SATU LAGI!
BOO!!!

BOO MANYAK MANYAK!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

This is her!!
If you see her, don't forget to throw everything at her!!
If gt nothing to throw, throw her better!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA
peace :)

YAY!

I had my first practical lesson just now.

The instructor immediately took me to the road. And today I already know how to drive! 

YAY!!

Luckily I didn't bang into a pole.. or go up the curb hahahaha

oh, and update on my brother:

He's behaving like such an ASS

But he wasn't as sad as I thought he was..

He's just acting like an .... @$$

maybe he's trying to mask his sadness.

hmm..

Mel Yeo is sleeping on my bed now =_="
She has been sleeping on the carpet for the past hour and now she has shifted onto my bed and is singing "My back's ACHING LIKE CRAZYYYY~~"


HAHAHA
this girl is AWESOME. she can sleep anytime and anywhere. LOL

this sleeping beauty has been my partner in crime since year One.
Thank you for the joy & laughter you shared with me.
Glad that we made it this far. :D

I found out yesterday that my bro's gf broke up with him.
He was so sad.

I don't like this.
I don't like that girls dump him like nobody's business.

I don't know what happened between them and I don't know why they broke up, but all I know is that when my brother loves a girl, he will love her with his heart.

And he doesn't deserve any more heartbreaks cos he's had too many of them.

Girls do that to him all the time. I don't know why they do that.
I don't know why they take advantage of him.

So, he's single now, and open for auction.
Anyone?
Anyone who knows how to love and care for a kind man's heart?
Anyone?

I know there's one person already waiting behind her newly rebonded, silky straight flat hair :)

"Hey bloggie! Time for an update!"

"Update on what?"

"I don't know! My life's pretty mundane!"

"Really? How about you tell us about yourself!"

"Well, I'm cute, not the oh-so-self-proclaimed cute, but the really cute as in - "

"Blablabla..."

"Hey you mocking me?!! I got a SILVER for NAPFA and I watched NEVER BACK DOWN. & I can play basketball & I've made new friends from playing Saboteur at KAP McDonald's! Afraid of me now?!"

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Aiyah, I'm pretty much passing time... I'm meeting darling WeiSian aka Jaejoongie's Wifey later at 1 and I've not even bathed yet.

I feel so uncomfortable, like there's something, maybe some lost spider in my throat. These few days my knock-out time is between 1 - 1.30am.. & I accidentally fell asleep with my glasses on and I've forgotten to even brush my teeth!! puhhh.. My breath stinks.

and I woke up with a puddle of drool and some Sudoku book and pens and my hp. Eww I live in a sty.

So anyways, what should I wear later? I don't know.. I've never known what to wear for these types of occassion.

& I'm upset because one of my lenses suppliers didn't put me in the previous batch because of some miscommunication? I don't know.. Boo-hoo. Whyyyy do I allow such things to happen. SIGH-ning off now~

Happy Birthday to ME!!!
& Hidayah Bte Ibrahim!
Yahooooo~!! *throws confetti*

I rock cos I'm finally 19!
I've grown into a more matured person.
You'll see no child-like Ery starting from tmw...



LIKE REAAAAAAAALLLLLL!!!
Hahahaha.
Now, let's pray hard and blow the candles.
(:

Okay I think I've disgusted you guys enough so I'm gonna post about something else then.

This is what Photoshop looks like in real life! SO COOOOOL!!


K anyways, COUNTDOWN!!!

15 more minutes till I turn 19!!

:D

I've come up with a method to keep me from snacking at night.


LISTERINE.

HAHAHA.
Listerine killed every single taste bud on my tongue
and I couldn't even taste anything just now.

Yay! A new step in my diet~!


And you guys gotta see this!! Hahaha so gross yet funny~!

I owe a lot of people $$.

I owe my bro $50.
I owe my bro's gf $50+.
I owe my mum $200++.

I have debts to settle T_T
I desperately need a job, please!!!

& OH.MY.GOD.
My handphone bills!!
OHMYGODDDDD!!!

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How asians take pictures.

LMFAOOOO !!!

Finally, the first assignment is over and done with.
This whole week I've been "flowing" along ever so smoothly. I didn't feel a need to rush or race against time, like what I've doing for the past 19 years of my life.
And for this whole week in school, I was my own princess. I felt the excessive NEED to look extra, extra pleasant. Why?
I'll tell ya.
BECAUSE I FELT SO FUUUUUGLYYY AND DISGUSTED LAST WEEKEND.
Perak refused to give me any reason to put on make-up. I felt so ugly and naked without a single touch of concealer. I really felt like dying. My mood did die before me though. I was SO sad, SO, SO sad. The life on my face just went POOF!
If I'm stuck in a desert and had to choose between water or make-up to keep me alive, I would grab the make-up in a heartbeat.

I was bored, so I rummaged through my drawers and bags to gather all the make-up I have.
Honestly I was pretty shocked at the whole bunch of make-up I own. But there are still more I've yet to buy.


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shameless, shameless&shameless, crazy, bumhead.


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Happy Halloween! (:

YAY!! I passed my BTT!!!
Spread the joy to the world! hehe.

And I made a new friend today! Aaron's the name.
He finished the same time as I did so when we were printing our results, we chatted for a while.
Then we went to book a date for our FTT (hehehe it's in Dec. can't wait~).
While waiting for our turn, we sat together and he started showing me some SUPER AWESOME card tricks.
These tricks are the ones you saw on TV but you told yourself that the person's a fake.
This guy before me rubbed off the Ace of spade from the card and in an instant the whole deck turned into blank, white cards.
I was freaking shocked beyond words I almost cried because I thought he was using black magic.
He also freaking made the card I chose appear in between 2 other cards!!!

Like WTFFFFFFF!

This guy is super talented and freaky. I figured out some of the tricks, but the other tricks were like pure magic.
I even asked him if he's smart or I'm dumb.
I think he tricked me.
The next time I see him, I'm gonna pay attention!

Anyways, I met up with my mum after that and I FINALLY FIXED MY BABYYY!!
Sim Lim is a super great place with great help to help IT noobs like me with our problematic electronic technologies shit.
My lappie is shoopah fast now with a 1.12GB RAM!!! hahaha it's better than nothing.
And then tomorrow, I'm prepared to face the IT Helpdesk people for the 3rd time in 2 months.

Oh, oh! And I bought a new set of earphones~!
except that mine's blue. I hate pink because it reminds me of MEYAA.

asdgfdsfg
I'm sooo pissed off right now.
I'm supposed to be at Fiona's class right to make-up for yesterday's absence.
But I had totally forgotten where the classroom is!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I have to make-up for another class.
I wasted my money on the cab fare. Give the driver tips some more.
Aiya. At least now I can start on my IEP..................

The trip to Perak during the weekends was a really refreshing experience. I've never had that kind of experience before so I was pretty much awed by almost every single thing there.
The journey there was literally a pain in the ass. Sitting and sleeping on the bus for hours made my ass sore so badly it was hard for me to walk.
After hours of bus rides, we finally reached good old Perak. I love the scenery there. I wished I could bring my momma along. It was really calm and peaceful... a way better treat than the massage that left bruises on her back lol

anyways, the river-rafting was alright. There were times when I was nearly thrown off the raft. hehe. Actually I was expecting it to be a more aggressive roller coaster ride. oh wells, maybe I'll go there another time.
The last morning we were there, we went trekking deep into the forest and we found a mystical waterfall. haha.
It was rather therapeutic with the waterfall massaging my back. Way better than the one I had to pay $175 for. This is FREE.

Along the way back to where our bags were, my mood started to turn sour because of the leeches on my neck, arm, legs and thighs. I fucking hate the feeling of them sticking onto me like my spawns. I had to suffer the whole time.
One %&@$* guy attempted to burn the leech of my arm but he FAILED. he left a burn mark on my arm instead.

so anyways, the whole trip was pretty fun and exciting. The new people I made friends with were fun and awesome.
How could anyone forget Suria, the super spastic and comical guy.
Mervyn & Earnest, my juniors from Coral Sec.
Ruth, the faithful partner.
Bruno, Sumaw, Bin Hwa, Siddiq & Vanessa, Spongies.
AND... MELISSA YEO BI NING (:

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I really need my beauty rest.
& I have my BTT tomorrow.
HELP.

new skin.
a fresh new start I guess?

DAMNNNNN I need to fix my laptop.
Again.

Phuket Paradise~!

My brother went to Phuket with his gf and friends! The first picture is taken at Phi Phi Island~! Very nice right? Feel like you're "LOST"? LOOOOLLL

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I've always been a disappointment to some people, and it sucks to let them down.

But this time, it's one of the rare times when I am disappointed in someone.

I feel sad and angry, but the feeling of disappointment is strongest.

Very, very disappointed.

Disappointed.

Disappointed.

Disappointed.

You disappoint me. 

ARGHHHHHHHH

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WAHHHHH *cries*

I'm already missing Fadz.. It's been like, 2 days already? I seriously miss her a lot. That night when her family & I sent her off, I was crying shitloads of tears cos:

#1: The bus was seriously late.
#2: I couldn't get the cab until the last min.
#3" I'm gonna miss Fadz :(

Yeah, I'm emotionally sick. SO?!?!

After that night, I knew I had no one else to hang out with. She was always the one person who was there to keep me company, and she was always the one person to keep boredom from killing me.

So, yesterday, I made a lazy trip back to school (NP) to hand in my last pieces of trash, and then return my super overdue library book and paid my school fees.

Then I went to collect my Biometric passport (hehe ^^) LUCKY the picture was in black&white.. AND!!! the shitty thing is that I have a new passport no. like WTF?! not funny okay..

Then while I was waiting... Shiraz msged me and told me he gt 2 free tickets to watch "Journey to the centre of the Earth"! & I was the lucky person he picked to watch with! Yay! Free movie ^^

I had like... 2 hours to kill. So my brother fetched me from Lavender and I complained that I was hungry.. He brought me to some place he said sells "cheap and nice food". A stall at Arab Street.

I was a noob. I didn't know how to order, and the person there kept looking at me and smiling at me like as if I was born dumb. Let me get this straight. I'm not. And the reason why my brother told me to order the food was bcos he wanted to see me embarrass myself, and he always had a good show to enjoy.

Anyways, I begged him to accompany me for the remaining hour, and he freaking dragged me into 3 to 4 shops selling all the fishing stuffs.

It was hella boring bcos I wasn't interested in this whole thing.. and he knew. He purposely did that.

So when we were heading to our car, I noticed this shop "No.1 Costume Costume!" and we went in. It was so big! A costume warehouse! Like for Halloween and stuffs.

I've never entered shops like this before so I was like "Wah" this "Wah" that. but the scary thing is that.. I couldn't freaking distinguish between a real human and a doll because they all look the same O_O

Then they have those kinds of Mascot. so cute! they have the gingerbread man! ANd condom man! so cute! wahaha but we had to leave because me brother wanted to shit.

Then I met up with Shiraz to watch the movie.. It was alright, nothing really exciting. not really good though.. I don't recommend this movie!! hahaha.

But I had a really fun day with my brother. That was the first time I went out with him and we really enjoyed each other's company.

So, this Sat is National Day! Yay~ since FAdz is not here to watch the fireworks with me(Boohoo), I already booked Malik to go watch it with me! Yay~! He's my only hope LOL cos I think my older brother would be watching with his gf..

So yea, if there's no other friend to turn to, you've got your family members! I'm so gonna force my brothers to keep me company for these 3 months :)

PS: Fadz, don' forget the promise! See you in 3 months' time! Take care (: & Thank you!

attachment has literally become a nightmare.
I dreamt that I had forgotten to go for my attachment...
then I had to make-up for it! but there's not enough make-up days because all the days are already taken up.
Then I can't make-up.
Then I fail this module..
Scaryyy T_T

I'm sooo sick now.
headache... Headache!

I hope I can do this.. arghhh FIGHTING~~

My brother's leaving for NS in less than 10 hours' time.
and guess what my mother bought?
a COMB!! COMB!!!
get it?!! I mean, who the hell combs their bald head right.
Funny or what.

you know, I think I have short-term memory loss.
I do something, and the next thing I forgot what I did.
and I even forgot I even did it!!
like WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!! how can these things even happen?!!
I'm just 18 OKAY. not even looking forward to my 19th.
eh eh eh. approx 4 more mths to my birthday! OMG!!
I suggest you start saving a dollar a day now cos by the time it's Nov the 15th you'll have enough money to buy me presents.
OKAY??

so anyways, Ida was a great help today(surprise, surprise!).
glad I had someone to help a procrastinator like me to start on things that were already loooooooooong overdue.
after that, we went down to the green 24 hour shop to buy supper.
sitting on the floor with a steaming cup of Tom Yum noodles and facing the roadside at 11pm makes me feel poor, but happy.
yes, I was happy.
I felt the rush of freedom I was longing for during that half hour we were there.
It almost felt like running away from home for a few hours, just to let go and run away from reality.

But after that... AiiiiYAAAAAAAAAAAA!
can't run away too far.
reality is always chasing after me. can't run too far cos reality has a good stamina but I don't HAHAHA I'm starting my crap fit
melissa has an AWESOME stamina. she participated in a 12km marathon and came in 4th like WHAT THE HELL. good or what.
I bet she can outrun reality huh.

reality is like my bloody cock up phone (see, I'm starting on my swear fit).
my super stupified version of a hp is freaaaaking screwed up already.
I think my hp got Trojan virus......... WHO WANTS IT?!

I love my shooopah cool new jacket! making people like (Ida) jealous is an addiction.

Happy Fathers' Day, FATHER!

Initially wanted to buy cheap ginseng for my dad.
but he's so Indonesian-fied that he prefers Indonesian Jamu but I don't know where the hell to find those Jamu.

Then, maybe baking a cake for him wouldn't be that bad.
Ran out of sponge cake flour so I added all-purpose flour.
Halfway through, the stupid machine got jammed.
I used the conventional hand-whisking method instead.
The chocolate part - left a bit of cocoa powder. I didn't have icing sugar so I used granulated sugar instead.
I then added in hot water cos I thought it would melt the sugar.
Instead, the should-be chocolate frosting became super runny.

Ahh, it sucked. It tasted like.. shit. haha
But my father didn't complain, yay!

I figured maybe it would be best to just buy him a cake.

hehe so anyways!

I cut my hair!

The only person other than my family who has seen it... is Li Shi!

HAHAHA my hair rocks, thank you!!

tmw's my frist day of attcahment at a dreaded far away place called Tampines.
I don't like traveling to my new childcare. I'll have to exchange buses too you noe~ So ma fan aka leceh.
Aishh.. be strong ery. you can do it. First day first day first day. bad day bad day bad day. I know it's gonna be bad! I can see the future already! sigh.

well, today had helluva fun at noraebang~! hehe.
first time karaoke-ing.
sing sing sing
sing till our throats hurt.
but we can still talk like usual. it's not sooo bad till we lose our voice.
It's fun lah, but I think I over-strained my vocal cords~~ hahaha
of course.. professional singers need to train their vocal cords too~ haha
I can proudly say I sang the best out of the other 2 hoe-bags !
Ida & Fadz ALWAYS sing out of tune.
tsk tsk tsk.
then, shameer had rented a car for a day and had picked us up from the bus stop in front of my house..
he drove for another few metres to drop me off at my carpark. hehe.
his driving sucks. he braked and sent all 3 of us kissing the back of the front seats.

after that, my stray cat Momo ran away from me.
I hate these kind of cats.
they only come to you for food and free scratching massage.
If not, they'll ignore you.
they're worse than humans :(

Haha funny video. getting pissed off because of the subtitles LOL

UERRRRGHHHHHH. What's with technologies these days?!
DO NOT. I REPEAT. DO NOT TRUST THESE TECHNOLOGIES.
Do not rely too much on them.
They'll turn their backs on you one day & *POOF!* your pictures & songs & impt files are gone in less than a second.

Damn you. Damn damn damn you stupid viruses.
Go & rot in hell.
Damn you mofos who sent those viruses.
Damn you.

& don't ever expect me to go online because I OFFICIALLY HATE MSN.
DAMN YOU MSN.
You are the sole distributor of viruses.
Damn you to hell.
Don't accept anything that's being sent to you by me.
'Cos those are called stupid damn #%$*ing viruses.

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MEYAAA I miss awak too!
I want to bake the tartlets for you.. but.. I lost the recipe :(
I'll try to find it. Anything for you, my love.
AHAHAA. Prepare for the 14th.
It'll be the continuation of my quest to make you PMS everyday.
See you in school!

This is very interesting. Enjoy.

LOL.

okay so here's what happened.

I helped a poor, homeless man who was robbed of his money a few weeks ago.
I befriended him because he looked lonely.
This was how I approached him.

"HELLO! I have been meaning to ask you this. Do you need any help?"
He thought I was referring to donation, but I asked him if I could carry his plastic bags because they looked kinda heavy and he looks slightly old.

And he said "Yeah, sure. These bags are kind of heavy."
So I followed him to NTUC to shop for his supplies & paid for his things (out of pure generosity).

But the shitty thing was, I gave him my number.
He asked for it, & because I am innately dumb, I gave him my number.
I didn't know how else to say no, but I purposely confused him by repeating the number unnecessarily. I did not do this because I am mean. I did this for my own safety.
God knows why he wanted my number.

So yeah, don't be a shithead like me.
Think twice before you do something.
Your decision might affect your future >.<

Pictures ^^

Baby Boom!

From top to bottom: Syasya, Imran, Anna, Yaya, Eshan & Aniq! This is just 6/9! Haha I don't have Dyna, Shira & Nur's pic with me.

Best Shot!

Zouk Ladies' Night!

Is that even human? Hahakz! Kidding!!

&..... BONUS MINI PIC SPAM OF THE ONE BIATCH I'VE ALWAYS HELD GRUDGES AGAINST.

okay I feel bad.... nice-r pics of her (:

I'll photoshop some of the pics if I have time. Till then, enjoy your hols (:

hehehe nothing much to blog about but..... I PASSED!!!
hahaha I made it through this year, pple. lol
I'm so glad my GPA increased like, TREMENDOUSLY, even though it's still below 3.
But hey, I improved! muahahaha.
& finally, after 1 n a half years, I finally get to see an A on my result slip even though the subject is not really that important. Hahaha :P

OMG!!! I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I PASSED!!
THANK GOD, MAN!

Hope the rest of you did well too. yay~ time to celebrate.
YEAR 3, HERE I COME!

I think it's finally time I update my blog.
It's been soo long!
You guys missed me, don't ya? hahaha

Woke up early-er this morning from a nightmare.
I think I worry too much about my results till they haunt my dreams.
I thought our exam results are out today but it's actually tmw.
darn, stooopid.

Now I'm all wrapped up around my blanket and surfing the net like a cool kid.

It's been raining for the past few days --- not that I dislike it.
I welcome it even more! Come, rain. Come!
Wash me~!

I love rainy days!

And to celebrate Joti's happy 19th, we went to St James to play bowling!
NO, DUMB. We went there to club.
It was fun, especially when they're there with me.
Who? -- Fadz, Idz & Jotz (:

It was a great idea to wear heels there, bcos I KNOW we blended in really well.
We were afraid we would not look as matured.
Looking tall + make-up on our faces had proved our maturity :D

But our laughter never made us appear older -__-"

Ok, I had to leave earlier than them. But soooo what?
I woke up earlier than them!
THOSE 2 PIGS ARE STILL SLEEPING YOU KNOW.
The other one more is a morning pig. Hahaha.




"How's life?"
A question Mello loved to ask.
god, I miss her.
I can't wait to see her again!!
But thing is, I really don't know when school starts you know...

Ouh yeah.
How's life?
My life is starting to mature --- looking forward to outings with friends, shopping, clothes, EARRINGS, FEMININE STUFFS...... EWWWWW.
I'm not reaaaaaaally ready for that change, but I'll have to learn some day.
Ahh, the one thing I really want to do is to love someone :(
I'll show him the list of places I want to go & he'll HAVE to bring me to those places.

Yes, I've got them all written down during work yesterday.
Hehe.